The Spectre
June 06, 2019
Every once in awhile I get a good or maybe, a great idea! I act on it with feeling because it just feels like the right thing to do. So last Friday night, I felt it was time for me to have a sleep in the camper I bought last year. Yes, I know, it sounds silly but you see, I bought it and never had the chance to sleep in it so I thought, I just want to see what it’s like to sleep in it. I knew I probably would end up finding I’d have to buy a better mattress for it, but I thought what the hell? It’s warm out, I live in the country so it’s kind of like camping and I wanted to know what it would feel like waking up in there. Maybe, I would wake up and feel like I was somewhere else. That has happened more than once. It is pretty cool when it happens.
So my son and I enjoyed our ritual evening cup of tea in the camper before I decided it was time for me to go to sleep. He went into the house and I got ready for bed. As it was, I just couldn’t settle down to sleep. I forgot what it’s like to sleep in a camper. I mean really, you can hear every single little noise outside! I heard the neighbor’s little dog barking its head off. That dog was really mad that she put it outside late that night like she does a lot, and was saying it just wanted to come inside. I even sent it Reiki but it just barked, and barked, and barked. Ugh! Then because my mind was wide-awake, I gave myself Reiki. Usually by the time I get to my solar plexus I am nice and relaxed and ready to sleep. Nope, that didn’t work either. So I just lay there.
When it’s dusk or nighttime, people call it the "witching hour." I call it the time when the ghosts come out and visit people like me because we can see them! Some see them like they are real people and some people see them like images in their mind. Well, that night I had a little visitor. I shouldn’t say little because it seemed like he was eight feet tall! He was all black and kind of creepy! He was standing by the camper door; I was lying on the raised bed. My response? What do you want? These “people” know I can see them so they show up for help. He told me he’d done some bad things. I knew when he said that they were really, really bad things. Like he killed people. Children. I don’t get scared because I know that energy like his are stuck here on this planet. It’s like when I do past life regression sessions, I help my clients release stuck life energy. That’s where they died but they never left the scene where they died. They never crossed over into the light for whatever reasons. So when I see these energies, these “people” in my third eye I know how to help them. I told this guy I could help him, but he said he didn’t want to go. When an energy says this, I tell them that if they cross over to the other side they can come back whenever they want. I tell them that when they died, they were meant to go into the light. They are stuck here on the physical plane of this planet because they didn’t go, so I help them cross over.
Because he wasn’t ready to go, we had a discussion. I just let him talk and responded whenever I needed to. I wasn’t emotional or judgmental about him or what he’d done. I knew that he had appeared because I was meant to help him. However bad this guy was, I appreciated that he had never entered my house. It is very rare for energies like these to enter my home. I tell every single energy that's inside my home that it is off limits. NO ONE is allowed to enter or bother me, especially while I am sleeping. Of course I do a lot to keep the energy in my house nice and clean. I burn incense and I use Thieves essential oil in my mop water. It’s amazing how that can clear negative energy right out of your home! Try it. You will be amazed!
So finally he decided it was time to go. I usually use a light in a light fixture to cross them over. It simulates the white light they are meant to go into when they actually died. Because the lights in the camper were nasty and bright, I didn’t like them, I used the flashlight on my phone. I just turned it on and pointed it to the area where he was standing. He hesitantly moved toward the light on my phone, dipped one foot in and then retreated. He did this several times until finally he went all the way into the light. The moment he did that, he was gone, and all the souls he had with him, from the children he had killed, they went with him too. I have never witnessed anything like this, ever!
Finally after that episode, I understood why I had chosen to sleep in the camper that night. I understood why I couldn’t sleep and knew that I had been meant to help him. I know this sounds weird but everything I see in my third eye is from the realm that many people cannot or choose not to see. I have chosen to see it and much to my son’s dismay, he has chosen to see it as well. He has been besieged by energies like this forever. We keep a salt lamp on in his bedroom right beside his bed for this reason.
I lay there in my camper bed. I wasn’t scared or anything like that. I was kind of annoyed that I had to do that work, but really, who else was gong to do it, right? After I lay there for a minute or two, a yellowish white light appeared in an arc above my head on the left side. I told that light whatever it wanted; I didn’t want to have to deal with another thing. I went to sleep kind of bothered that something else wanted my attention when I actually just wanted to sleep. Finally!
A couple days later I was telling a friend about the light because I still didn’t understand what it was. She told me that it was a blessing bestowed on me thanking me for the release work I had done for the specter and all the souls that were attached to him and went to the other side with him. It was a big deal apparently! As she told me this I felt my heart space expand in kind of a sad and painful way. I had been given a blessing and I had turned it away. It made me sad that I didn’t realize that.
Today when I was in the kitchen preparing coffee I was thinking of this again, and I felt that sadness overwhelm me. That energy that had been there to bless me that night, appeared and told me I didn’t realize how much I do for the people of this planet, I don’t ask for much and it’s okay for me to ask for what I want and need. I almost started crying because as crazy as it sounds to have voices like this in your head, I KNOW that they are the real deal. And the words and thoughts from this energy touched me very, very deeply. Right from above. You know that comes from a lot of meditating hey, so if you’re wondering how to get to where I am with voices, spiritual awareness, hearing the minds of animals and people, all I will tell you is to sit down, get quiet, and let the fun begin. When it first starts, I’ll bet you’re going to say, oh I made that all up. But you know what? You’re not that good! I laugh though because when this all began to happen to me, I thought what the beep???? Then I just relaxed and went with curiosity and a willingness into that space of the unknown. Of the subconscious and super conscious mind because when you do, that’s when the magic happens!
Every once in awhile I get a good or maybe, a great idea! I act on it with feeling because it just feels like the right thing to do. So last Friday night, I felt it was time for me to have a sleep in the camper I bought last year. Yes, I know, it sounds silly but you see, I bought it and never had the chance to sleep in it so I thought, I just want to see what it’s like to sleep in it. I knew I probably would end up finding I’d have to buy a better mattress for it, but I thought what the hell? It’s warm out, I live in the country so it’s kind of like camping and I wanted to know what it would feel like waking up in there. Maybe, I would wake up and feel like I was somewhere else. That has happened more than once. It is pretty cool when it happens.
So my son and I enjoyed our ritual evening cup of tea in the camper before I decided it was time for me to go to sleep. He went into the house and I got ready for bed. As it was, I just couldn’t settle down to sleep. I forgot what it’s like to sleep in a camper. I mean really, you can hear every single little noise outside! I heard the neighbor’s little dog barking its head off. That dog was really mad that she put it outside late that night like she does a lot, and was saying it just wanted to come inside. I even sent it Reiki but it just barked, and barked, and barked. Ugh! Then because my mind was wide-awake, I gave myself Reiki. Usually by the time I get to my solar plexus I am nice and relaxed and ready to sleep. Nope, that didn’t work either. So I just lay there.
When it’s dusk or nighttime, people call it the "witching hour." I call it the time when the ghosts come out and visit people like me because we can see them! Some see them like they are real people and some people see them like images in their mind. Well, that night I had a little visitor. I shouldn’t say little because it seemed like he was eight feet tall! He was all black and kind of creepy! He was standing by the camper door; I was lying on the raised bed. My response? What do you want? These “people” know I can see them so they show up for help. He told me he’d done some bad things. I knew when he said that they were really, really bad things. Like he killed people. Children. I don’t get scared because I know that energy like his are stuck here on this planet. It’s like when I do past life regression sessions, I help my clients release stuck life energy. That’s where they died but they never left the scene where they died. They never crossed over into the light for whatever reasons. So when I see these energies, these “people” in my third eye I know how to help them. I told this guy I could help him, but he said he didn’t want to go. When an energy says this, I tell them that if they cross over to the other side they can come back whenever they want. I tell them that when they died, they were meant to go into the light. They are stuck here on the physical plane of this planet because they didn’t go, so I help them cross over.
Because he wasn’t ready to go, we had a discussion. I just let him talk and responded whenever I needed to. I wasn’t emotional or judgmental about him or what he’d done. I knew that he had appeared because I was meant to help him. However bad this guy was, I appreciated that he had never entered my house. It is very rare for energies like these to enter my home. I tell every single energy that's inside my home that it is off limits. NO ONE is allowed to enter or bother me, especially while I am sleeping. Of course I do a lot to keep the energy in my house nice and clean. I burn incense and I use Thieves essential oil in my mop water. It’s amazing how that can clear negative energy right out of your home! Try it. You will be amazed!
So finally he decided it was time to go. I usually use a light in a light fixture to cross them over. It simulates the white light they are meant to go into when they actually died. Because the lights in the camper were nasty and bright, I didn’t like them, I used the flashlight on my phone. I just turned it on and pointed it to the area where he was standing. He hesitantly moved toward the light on my phone, dipped one foot in and then retreated. He did this several times until finally he went all the way into the light. The moment he did that, he was gone, and all the souls he had with him, from the children he had killed, they went with him too. I have never witnessed anything like this, ever!
Finally after that episode, I understood why I had chosen to sleep in the camper that night. I understood why I couldn’t sleep and knew that I had been meant to help him. I know this sounds weird but everything I see in my third eye is from the realm that many people cannot or choose not to see. I have chosen to see it and much to my son’s dismay, he has chosen to see it as well. He has been besieged by energies like this forever. We keep a salt lamp on in his bedroom right beside his bed for this reason.
I lay there in my camper bed. I wasn’t scared or anything like that. I was kind of annoyed that I had to do that work, but really, who else was gong to do it, right? After I lay there for a minute or two, a yellowish white light appeared in an arc above my head on the left side. I told that light whatever it wanted; I didn’t want to have to deal with another thing. I went to sleep kind of bothered that something else wanted my attention when I actually just wanted to sleep. Finally!
A couple days later I was telling a friend about the light because I still didn’t understand what it was. She told me that it was a blessing bestowed on me thanking me for the release work I had done for the specter and all the souls that were attached to him and went to the other side with him. It was a big deal apparently! As she told me this I felt my heart space expand in kind of a sad and painful way. I had been given a blessing and I had turned it away. It made me sad that I didn’t realize that.
Today when I was in the kitchen preparing coffee I was thinking of this again, and I felt that sadness overwhelm me. That energy that had been there to bless me that night, appeared and told me I didn’t realize how much I do for the people of this planet, I don’t ask for much and it’s okay for me to ask for what I want and need. I almost started crying because as crazy as it sounds to have voices like this in your head, I KNOW that they are the real deal. And the words and thoughts from this energy touched me very, very deeply. Right from above. You know that comes from a lot of meditating hey, so if you’re wondering how to get to where I am with voices, spiritual awareness, hearing the minds of animals and people, all I will tell you is to sit down, get quiet, and let the fun begin. When it first starts, I’ll bet you’re going to say, oh I made that all up. But you know what? You’re not that good! I laugh though because when this all began to happen to me, I thought what the beep???? Then I just relaxed and went with curiosity and a willingness into that space of the unknown. Of the subconscious and super conscious mind because when you do, that’s when the magic happens!